I am having a hard time getting into the Christmas spirit this year. I don’t know what this funk is, but its there. I can’t explain it. It isn’t exactly tiredness or not liking Christmas- I mean, it is culmination of my favorite time of year Thanksgiving-Christmas.
Maybe its because it just feels like a tough one. I mean, don’t get me wrong, I am going to love being off of work. And just for good measure, I am even taking Thursday off (work is closed starting Friday). And I even have a couple of craft projects planned (bath bombs!) And I bought this cool cookie thing, where you use successively larger stars to cut out cookies and then you decorate and stack them on top of each other. Like, honestly, if I don’t see a similar bake on GBBO next season, I will be having a word with Paul and Prue. Its genius.
Like, even I could be star baker with such a setup.
So it is definitely not a matter of being ready for a break. I am ready.
But also, I think I am not ready for THIS Christmas.
Its just that 2018 was just so shitty, I am also ready for it to be 2019.